i miss you, ah ma

i always think there are much time left
i busy with my own stuff
keep on resting on my own once there is free time
keep slack when there are nothing to do or plenty of time to complete of my stuff
more time to hangout or argue with my significant other
and didn't know the clock is ticking
it was too fast too sudden
you left
in a sudden
watching on you lying on the hospital bed
knowing that you left in a silence
it looks no different like you sleep already, but that's forever
without any chance to speak with you again
could be the biggest regret i have in my life so far
i never experience someone so important passed away in my life
at least not expected that is you
who are always so strong in my mind

i miss you ah ma
the last moment i had with you in the restaurant
the memories that you told
is always a pain in my heart
and yet it is something to make you stay always in my heart and my mind
so it's something i will hold for the rest of my life
i miss you, i miss the time i stay in your house
new year is coming, but you are no longer here
and you teach me how important is the time
never again take it for granted
wish i can have more time with you
hope you are living happily somewhere
hope we can still meet again